Am i fine? No,I feel different. Different compared to last time.

I prayed for a miracle and it came true. Now that miracle seems like something i just made believe. I don't know what to do now. What to pray for. What to believe and what to expect and work hard for.

I just.. don't know how to handle myself right now because everytime i see you my heart skips a beat. But, i know i have to look away.

I can't have everything but is it true that I can't have what I desire most ?