i broke a window and cut my hand.

But im fine. so no worries(:

because my life sucks without you.

Days and even months have passed by.
But you're still in my mind.
Why is it so hard to forget you?
Friends told me to hang on.
While some told me to move on.
I'm stuck in between and dont know what to do.
I miss having you by my side.

You were the one who took care of me.
The one who called me at 1 in the morning just to tell me you love me.
The one who forced me to sleep eventhough i wasn't tired.
The one who got me credit when i ran out of it.
The one who told me silly jokes just to make me laugh.
The one who greeted me good morning everday /;

I'm sorry that i ignored you.
I'm sorry i left you heart broken.
I'm sorry i pushed you away.
I'm sorry for lying to you.
I'm sorry i didn't listen to you.
I'm sorry things didn't work out.

sivik project.

I can't bare the pain any longer.

Why is it so hard to let you go?
I've tried so many ways to forget you but the memories we had together is still engraved in my heart. I thought it would all just go away but i was wrong.
It hasn't been easy. Your images are bothering me every second.
I keep thinking you're beside me everytime, but when i turn to look, you're not there and dissapointment followed by tears starts to fill my eyes.
I somehow think it's impossible to forget.


So i asked the girlfriend for lalalala's and she lalalala-ed;

Here's what I know about letting go. When you commit to letting go of something, what you are actually doing is making space for something new to enter.

The risk is that you may get hurt again or make the same mistakes. However, if you don't take the risk you'll never know what's possible and you'll never be fully alive. Anyone who has successful relationships or careers takes risks. It's part of living full out.

My hunch here is that the fear of beginning again is stronger than the pain of releasing the memories. The truth is that the past is past, you cannot change it. What you can change however, is how you react and live in the present moment.

So the choice is yours -either you get on with your life, use the past to learn from and grow from and have fun or you keep carrying the same heavy burden which has kept you stuck for years and prevents you from moving forward.


-I think it's true. Even if i really let you go, i'll never let our memories fade.

When you turn fifteen.

Im 4 days late, so what? :)
And no, i didn't forget okay.
I never will.


15th april 1994(;
Who was born on that date?

Nicole Denise Hii Sze Wea(;

Babe, i've gone through so much with you. Ups and downs, highs and lows. We went through all of that together,and until this very moment i never forget the memories we shared together. You were the one who stood beside me through it all, the one who cheered me up when i was in pain and also in tears, the one who made me laugh so hard that i couldn't stop, the one who taught me things i never thought i'd do. All im saying is, thank you so much for your love and care. Without you i don't know where would i be right now. It has been the awesomest 5 years with you :)

happy fifteenth birthday,love.

& they say, many people walk in and out of our life, but only true friends will leave footprints on your heart(;

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& tomorrow will be the day that we will have our oral test.
Im so not ready /;

Curve(;

Am i fine? No,I feel different. Different compared to last time.

I prayed for a miracle and it came true. Now that miracle seems like something i just made believe. I don't know what to do now. What to pray for. What to believe and what to expect and work hard for.

I just.. don't know how to handle myself right now because everytime i see you my heart skips a beat. But, i know i have to look away.

I can't have everything but is it true that I can't have what I desire most ?

you've proved your point, okay i get it.

hello:)
sorry for the lack of updates.
but im updating it now okay.
so, LISTEN(:


wednesday; 1st of april
No one managed to prank me :D
Caryn was the first.
She tried to prank me at 12am.
She said she had fever, and couldn't come to school.
SO FAKE lah.

The next was iain then followed by yishien and the rest of them.
FAILED.
Before the clock struck 12am, caryn tried to prank me again.
but, FAILED. HAHAHAHAH.


friday; 3rd of april
School ended at 12.30.

Went to mcd's for lunch.

Skipped purple house practise and went to taman megah to see people play futsal.

Entertaining:D

After that, yamcha at ming tien.

While walking back to school, edwards bike went cacat.

Went to some bike shop to fix it and ran back all the way to school.

Went straight to tuition.

i'm off.

x