Every second counts .

Friday; 5th February 2010 .

The day started pretty much the same. It rained cats and dogs in the morning. However, i still reached school early. Econs and accounts was totally boring. Talked throughout the whole 4 periods and learnt nothing. As usual .

After school , Sitpeng and I followed caryn home. We went to her house, followed by Tropicana City. Met up with nicole and huixian later on. The plan was to go back to school after lunch, but it rained very heavily again. So we decided to skip practice. Walked around Tropicana Mall until 5ish, And went back to school after that. Overall a very satisfying day :)

NETBALL.

Had netball the other day. It rained after about an hour into practice. It was pretty heavy so we had to stop. Stayed back for quite abit with a few of them and went home as soon as the rain stopped .

So, the other day, we had this surprise lunch for Bryan. Since most of us couldn't make it for his surprise karaoke thingy thing, We decided to throw him another surprise. Had lunch at Ss2, wong kok. After school, We met up at wong kok, Then came caryn and bryan. He laughed as he entered so i'm guessing he already suspected. Haha, But it's okay. We had a fun:)







& i certainly hope you, did too.
Thank you, Nicole, Kevin, Caryn, Fan leon, Kyrie, Joyce, Asyraff, Edward and Joel for coming.
Happy sweet 16th Birthday, Dude :)

I Can't be scared when it goes down.

I've finally gotten a few things of my chest and damn does it feel good. I definitely feel more lively nowadays, though school hasn't been all that good. I mean, school is A-okay. Class, well, i'm starting to get along with a few others ( i think ) Add math is getting tougher and tougher by the day. And it's only the starting. -_- Homework on the other hand has been pilling up. I certainly do not enjoy doing homework. But what other choice do i have, right? ):

Gahh, off to homework.
BYE:)

Here we go again .

Just when i think to myself that everything's okay, I get a slap on my face telling me it's not. I told myself over and over again that i wouldn't lose my temper over the stupidest things ever, but who am i kidding? I can't, I can't control myself.

Thanks for telling the truth. But you have to admit that you actually did lie at the start. Before this, you always denied every wrong thing you did, but now im starting to see a little change in you.

& to you. What did i ever do to you? Saying stuff about me behind my back, telling people stuff about me. What is all this? You don't have to pretend to like me, you know. Because to be honest, i really don't like you either. All this time, i thought you were a great friend. But turns out i was wrong all along. Stop pretending like you care because i know you don't. You're just trying to make me angry. And congratulations, you're doing a very good job. But, im not here to let you push me around anymore. I know who you really are and i want no part of it.

Lastly, I'm not interested in playing this game with you because i know that you're really good at it. So, please leave me alone.

What day is it ?

Been really busy lately with homework and school activities. It feels great that i am finally starting to do all my homework. I feel like such an angel. * pets self *

On friday, we had Hari Pendaftaran for all the clubs. In a way , it was really boring but we had free period almost the whole day, so it was great fun.

picta picta picta * points below *

Off to lunch . BYE<3

Could you blame me ?

School has been a drag. I miss the feeling of looking forward to go to school every morning. And now, all i want to do is wake up late every other day.

And tomorrow, monday. Another schooling week. Ahh gosh /:

Me and my heart we've got issues .

Stop treating me like you own me. Stop telling people not to answer my calls or reply my messages. Stop telling me what to do and what not to do. I'm sick of it . Please, set me free. Let me go . I had enough .

& facebook tells me I will find love in 2010 (:

Ngah, Wish me luck.

09' in a blink of an eye .

Okay , So maybe this post is rather delayed . So, What? :D

2009 had been a crazy year for me. Full of ups and downs. However, i will cherish the memories. Thank you , friends for Catching me when i fell & Picking me up when i was down.

In 2009..

I found out that she is worth the friendship ♥

I went to TropicanaC. with them♥

I took a picture with my hair all over my face ♥

I love them even more ♥

I took a picture while someone was changing ♥

I celebrated my 9 years friendship with this nut ♥

I was forced to go on a date ♥

I took a picture under a christmas tree ♥

I grew taller? ♥

I felt short under a tall christmas tree ♥

I finally got my first picture with her. ♥

I studied in the dark with the cutest people ever ♥

I went to Ou to watch caryn pierce her nose ♥

I went to Jogoya for the first time ♥

I had a good hair day ♥

I attended Joel's pool party ♥

I went all the way to tropicana C. after school for lunch ♥

Amanda became my monster ♥

I had the best surprise party ever ♥

I fell in love with netball even more ♥

I attended huixian's farewell party ♥

I got stuck in a packed lift with them ♥

I heart zennie ♥

HAPPY 2010 :)

If this isn't love .

THEN WHAT IS ?


In a way , it feels different. Different in a bad way of course . Where has the real you gone?
I want the bubbly bitch back .

Tis' the season to be jolly .

It's that time of the year again! (:
The time we all have been waiting for.


; MERRY CHRISTMAS (: ♥

Haircut .

I have gone from this..

To this..

:)

Christmas preparation .

Christmas tree - CHECK.

Santa claus - CHECK .

Cookies and other stuff - CHECK .

& i'm ready for christmas! :)

Make me or Break me .

& tomorrow will be the day that the form 3's get their PMR results.

Wish me luck .

They said she needs to slow down .

I had an awesome night out yesterday!

Will blog about it when i have recieved the pictures :)

Till then ..

ttas ♥

definitely a night to remember ♥

The only way i know how to feel .

There's going to be a time where one of us should let go . I know that deep down it'll hurt, But i think just hanging on like this hurts even more . I wish the pain would stop and eventually go away . Because right now , i just can't take it anymore .

What about now?

Okay, So i had a rough day .
Does that mean that tomorrow will be a rough day, too?
Give me a break .

Just another dream . Or is it not?

You wake up in the morning thinking everything is fine . You look forward to talking to your friend(s), But then you find out he/she is acting just a little bit strange. You ask him/her if they are alright, and they say they are . But you, as a friend , a close friend , you know something is not right . You try to ask again, just to show that you really care for him/her but all you get is the same old answer . You try to back off, not wanting him/her to get pissed .

So, you play it cool , Not wanting things to get worst. But then, there's still a slight feeling of awkwardness when you talk to him/her . Sometimes, you wonder Is it me? Or has he/she just changed? You think and you re-think it over and over again . And somehow, you still can't manage to find the answer.

Day by day , it just gets more and more awkward . You want the friend you had and enjoyed being around with back , but he/she still acts that way.

So you're thinking , Do i give up on him/her and the friendship that we used to have?

Whatever . Whenever .

To, you know who you are .

Babe, I know that you're going through a rough time right now .
I'm sorry i can't be there with you .
But i hope you'll be okay .
Remember that i'm always here for you whenever you need me .
All you gotta do is just pick up the phone and dial , or text ♥ :)