If this isn't love .

THEN WHAT IS ?


In a way , it feels different. Different in a bad way of course . Where has the real you gone?
I want the bubbly bitch back .

Tis' the season to be jolly .

It's that time of the year again! (:
The time we all have been waiting for.


; MERRY CHRISTMAS (: ♥

Haircut .

I have gone from this..

To this..

:)

Christmas preparation .

Christmas tree - CHECK.

Santa claus - CHECK .

Cookies and other stuff - CHECK .

& i'm ready for christmas! :)

Make me or Break me .

& tomorrow will be the day that the form 3's get their PMR results.

Wish me luck .

They said she needs to slow down .

I had an awesome night out yesterday!

Will blog about it when i have recieved the pictures :)

Till then ..

ttas ♥

definitely a night to remember ♥

The only way i know how to feel .

There's going to be a time where one of us should let go . I know that deep down it'll hurt, But i think just hanging on like this hurts even more . I wish the pain would stop and eventually go away . Because right now , i just can't take it anymore .

What about now?

Okay, So i had a rough day .
Does that mean that tomorrow will be a rough day, too?
Give me a break .

Just another dream . Or is it not?

You wake up in the morning thinking everything is fine . You look forward to talking to your friend(s), But then you find out he/she is acting just a little bit strange. You ask him/her if they are alright, and they say they are . But you, as a friend , a close friend , you know something is not right . You try to ask again, just to show that you really care for him/her but all you get is the same old answer . You try to back off, not wanting him/her to get pissed .

So, you play it cool , Not wanting things to get worst. But then, there's still a slight feeling of awkwardness when you talk to him/her . Sometimes, you wonder Is it me? Or has he/she just changed? You think and you re-think it over and over again . And somehow, you still can't manage to find the answer.

Day by day , it just gets more and more awkward . You want the friend you had and enjoyed being around with back , but he/she still acts that way.

So you're thinking , Do i give up on him/her and the friendship that we used to have?

Whatever . Whenever .

To, you know who you are .

Babe, I know that you're going through a rough time right now .
I'm sorry i can't be there with you .
But i hope you'll be okay .
Remember that i'm always here for you whenever you need me .
All you gotta do is just pick up the phone and dial , or text ♥ :)

One word .

DEAD .

Lost with no direction .

Do you listen to yourself when you say something?

Or

Do you just say what you like?

I want your leather studded kiss in the sand .

I'm sick. Yesyes, sick. I have a fluuu. Hopefully it does not got any worst.
It's just weird when a friend of yours get sick and someone goes
' Yerr, You're sick! I wanna share something with you because I hope i get sick too :D ' yeh, totally weird. I really don't get the point of you wanting to get sick? But, Ngahaha. It's all good if you want to get sick with me. Just don't come blamming me when you get worst.

Off to bed, baby.
love love (:

According to you .

According to you I'm stupid,
I'm useless, I can't do anything right.
According to you
I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life.

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

♥