If this isn't love .

THEN WHAT IS ?


In a way , it feels different. Different in a bad way of course . Where has the real you gone?
I want the bubbly bitch back .

Tis' the season to be jolly .

It's that time of the year again! (:
The time we all have been waiting for.


; MERRY CHRISTMAS (: ♥

Haircut .

I have gone from this..

To this..

:)

Christmas preparation .

Christmas tree - CHECK.

Santa claus - CHECK .

Cookies and other stuff - CHECK .

& i'm ready for christmas! :)

Make me or Break me .

& tomorrow will be the day that the form 3's get their PMR results.

Wish me luck .

They said she needs to slow down .

I had an awesome night out yesterday!

Will blog about it when i have recieved the pictures :)

Till then ..

ttas ♥

definitely a night to remember ♥

The only way i know how to feel .

There's going to be a time where one of us should let go . I know that deep down it'll hurt, But i think just hanging on like this hurts even more . I wish the pain would stop and eventually go away . Because right now , i just can't take it anymore .

What about now?

Okay, So i had a rough day .
Does that mean that tomorrow will be a rough day, too?
Give me a break .

Just another dream . Or is it not?

You wake up in the morning thinking everything is fine . You look forward to talking to your friend(s), But then you find out he/she is acting just a little bit strange. You ask him/her if they are alright, and they say they are . But you, as a friend , a close friend , you know something is not right . You try to ask again, just to show that you really care for him/her but all you get is the same old answer . You try to back off, not wanting him/her to get pissed .

So, you play it cool , Not wanting things to get worst. But then, there's still a slight feeling of awkwardness when you talk to him/her . Sometimes, you wonder Is it me? Or has he/she just changed? You think and you re-think it over and over again . And somehow, you still can't manage to find the answer.

Day by day , it just gets more and more awkward . You want the friend you had and enjoyed being around with back , but he/she still acts that way.

So you're thinking , Do i give up on him/her and the friendship that we used to have?

Whatever . Whenever .

To, you know who you are .

Babe, I know that you're going through a rough time right now .
I'm sorry i can't be there with you .
But i hope you'll be okay .
Remember that i'm always here for you whenever you need me .
All you gotta do is just pick up the phone and dial , or text ♥ :)

One word .

DEAD .

Lost with no direction .

Do you listen to yourself when you say something?

Or

Do you just say what you like?

I want your leather studded kiss in the sand .

I'm sick. Yesyes, sick. I have a fluuu. Hopefully it does not got any worst.
It's just weird when a friend of yours get sick and someone goes
' Yerr, You're sick! I wanna share something with you because I hope i get sick too :D ' yeh, totally weird. I really don't get the point of you wanting to get sick? But, Ngahaha. It's all good if you want to get sick with me. Just don't come blamming me when you get worst.

Off to bed, baby.
love love (:

According to you .

According to you I'm stupid,
I'm useless, I can't do anything right.
According to you
I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life.

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

♥

What do you live for?

hello, love (;

I just spent the last few days editing pictures.

And after many hours of hard work,

I AM FINALLY DONE.

Something to be proud of?

Hell yeah :)

Dua kosong satu dua .

Rate; 10/10

Le' partyyy .

Every birthday boy deserves his own choir .

And, cake too! (:

Kyrie loves cake .

SEE, What i mean?!

Happy happy birthday, Joel Leow (:

Why does it always feel like forbidden love?

I'm in need of a miracle /:

You say hello .

Quite sometime ago:)

Marianne wished she didn't wake up from that dream♥ :)

One time .

Enough is enough . Leave . Go away .
Goodbye .

" There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. It's realizing you don't need certain people and their crap. "

& it's so cold .

Oh, helloo.
I sit here day by day waiting for people to update their blog, but it never seems to happen. So, I'm done waiting for them to update their blog and thought i should do some updating myself. heee. It has been raining everyday for the pass few weeks. What can you do when it rains? What do you do when it rains? Nothing nothing . Nothing at all . You can't even go out, which pretty much sucks real bad :'(

Soo, HOW ARE YOU :)
Now that i'm officially on holiday, i can do whatever whenever i like. Well, not exactly! Outings are so limited nowadays. The parents are getting more strict by the day. Noo, i have no clue whats up with them. To think of it, its somehow a good thing, but at times it can be really annoying.

I have been sleeping throughout my mornings since pmr has been over. Not such a good thing, but it sure feels good! (Y) Hahah. Sleep around 3 something 4 everyday, so i guess its okay. I feel like painting my nails. But i'm too lazy to remove it after i get bored of looking at it. And usually, that'll be like a week or so? So, how!? Should i or should i not paint my nails.

Gahh. I'm tired.
Goodnight♥ :)

GOODNIGHT! :)

Baby don't worry, you were my only .

To two of my dearest suckers,

I know i have been acting weird lately. I don't even know what is wrong with me. But the both of you talked to me and i feel okay now. Thank you for being so concerned about me. I love the both of you to bits ♥ :)

Frog Face:)

See the picture above? My sister said it looks like you, shoeeey. And everytime i look at it, it makes me laugh so hard that i can almost die. Okaay, maybe im exeggerating a little. But seriously, it does make me laugh! HAHA (Y)

If the sun shuts down and decides not to shine no more. I would still have you, baby.

Cos' it feels like an overdose .

(Y)(Y)(Y)

How could you be so heartless .

You run and tell you're friends that you're leavin' me,
They say that they don't see what you see in me,
You wait a couple months then you gone' see,
You'll never find nobody better than me .

Cos i got slapped by my piglet with a large smelly tuna fish .

♥

The ugly truth .

Rate; 9/10

loooooooool, yes i know i'm out. I just watched it :)

Oh, you make me smileee .

You make me smile like a sun,

Fall outta bed,

Sing like a bird,

Dizzy in my head,

Spin like a record,

Crazy on a Sunday night,

You make me dance like fool,

Forget how to breathe,

Shine like gold,

Buzz like a bee,

Just the thought of you can drive me wild,

Oh, you make me smile.

Don't know how I lived without you,

'Cuz everytime that I get around you,

I see the best of me inside your eyes .

I know it'll all turn out

Helloo :) Today, TC baby.

It was suppose to be just lunch but met people there so yeahh.

Hamsterrrr :)

Ciaooo

I guess i just haven't met you yet .

I havent gone to school since friday. It really feels boring staying home day and night. Life feels empty without school and the friends. Mum thinks i should really get my butt off the chair and do something. And soo, I made french toast this evening. Epic failure because i put too little sugar. It Tasted really salty. HAHA (Y)

I'm still searching for a part time job so that i'll be occupied with something during the school break. No doubt it would be tiring, but better than staying home, right?

Heee. Job anyonee? (:

yellow like a beee!

i love my yellow yellow blog ♥ :)

Happy Birthdays .

Low karr nn .

joyce fong sit peng.

amanda huang chia wern.

Yong fan leon.

Kevin chew eng kuan.

Wong kum fong.

Rachel olivia shan .

Lim sheng yong.

Happy 15th Birthday, suckerss. Thank you so much for everything you guys have done for me. You know i love you all to death ♥